• Mood Board,  Writing

    december 2017 – mood board

    december /dəˈsembər/ the month of november was a busy and stressful time. I barely got to talk to friends, and I barely got to hang out with my family. however, we always ended up making time for family movie nights on the weekend. it was a month filled with assignments and tests and exams and very few breaks. i got to spend some time, as in many many hours, working together in libraries and in the student lounge. we worked but also talked. felt weird to be putting myself out there to the people that i just met, and not the ones i have known for years. this was also…

  • Mood Board,  Writing

    november 2017 – mood board

    november /nōˈvembər,nəˈvembər/ october was a month filled with new experiences and memories made with new friends. it was a time filled with many assignments, tests and a big to-do list. while this was all happening, I stayed in touch with all my high school friends, planning and texting when we would next meet. of course I miss them all terribly, but when starting a new adventure at a new place, I have to remember to meet other people, and I am proud to say I have. I know I will never have the same relationship that I had with them ever again, but its worth it to make some new friends along…

  • Mood Board,  Writing

    october 2017 – mood board

    october /äkˈtōbər/ september has finally finished. already many occurrences of awkwardness, hunched shoulders and tears, have arisen. yet I still have managed to become a leader for a group of people. why? i still don’t know. i stood in front of the class shivering in fear with my body turned inwards, and a stuttered introduction. this month has been filled of many new people and new experiences. i have gotten lost plenty of times. i have had to introduce myself to many new people. i have inhaled one to many ice capps. i have listened to multiple podcasts while commuting to keep myself from falling asleep. i have broken down a…

  • Mood Board,  Writing

    september 2017 mood board

    september /sepˈtembər/ the dreaded month has arrived where new beginnings will take place and new memories will be made with new people that I have yet to meet. this month will be hard for so many different reasons. this is a huge change in all aspects of my life and I have been dreading it since the topic had first come up. the feeling of anxiety and panic that has risen every time I have thought about it, will now probably get worse due to the fact that now i’m actually living it. I made myself some goals for this month since I knew it would be hard. number one:…

  • Blogging Everyday in August (BEDA),  Reader

    a few notes about me

    Dear Reader, there is not a lot about my character online as I am anonymous and wish to stay as such due to… reasons. anywho, I thought it would be nice for you to know a bit more about me. so, here we go! as you know my nickname is Sam, which I basically use everywhere online I am soon going to be entering university! it is both a crazy and scary thought my favorite subjects would be math, art, english and history I love animals! most animals I am just okay with admiring them with a screen between us, but I have recently been more okay with kittens! my favourite…

  • Blogging Everyday in August (BEDA),  Mood Board,  Writing

    august 2017 mood board

    august ˈôɡəst/ the end of the summer. only one month left, until a new start. a new beginning. new people. new places to see. new friends. new experiences. a new chapter in my story. changes are rough, and its hard to adjust. its hard to make new friends. and its hard to forget about the past and wish the people and setting was the same. this past month and this coming month so many changes are coming. re-decorating of the building we’ve lived in for the past ten years. the place i grew up. the walls and paintings are changing. the city around me is changing. new buildings. new businesses.…