• Writing

    journaling

    I haven’t picked up a pen and properly written about my day or my thoughts or my dreams or what I have seen in so long. I used to keep a diary. and to be honest I still do. I am proud to say that I have come up to at least eight so far. however, the past few years I haven’t been able to write in them. I always pick up a new blank notebook that is ready to be filled by memories, however I always forget. or I always get distracted by a certain point in my life. last year, as in twenty-sixteen, I wrote in my diary…

  • Reader,  Writing

    memories of twenty-seventeen

    dear reader, this past year has definitely been a roller coaster of emotions and memories. i have had many ups and many downs this year. many heartbreaks, many headaches and many memories made through all this. many goals were set. a few broke halfway through due to circumstances and some actually made it through to the other side. my life in general has been kind of rough this past month due to personal matters that I’ve tried to deal with but gave up half way through. the heartache has been enough to last me a while. my year however, was filled with laughs and cries due to a few chapters…

  • Mood Board,  Writing

    december 2017 – mood board

    december /dəˈsembər/ the month of november was a busy and stressful time. I barely got to talk to friends, and I barely got to hang out with my family. however, we always ended up making time for family movie nights on the weekend. it was a month filled with assignments and tests and exams and very few breaks. i got to spend some time, as in many many hours, working together in libraries and in the student lounge. we worked but also talked. felt weird to be putting myself out there to the people that i just met, and not the ones i have known for years. this was also…

  • Writing

    back in high school

    i went back to my highschool the other day with my friend. i hadn’t gone back for about four to five months. it’s been the time since i graduated until now. the experience going back was normal i guess. it felt like we were back in highschool just hanging with our friends and walking around the school. we went during the lunch break and met a bunch of our friends that were younger than us and are still going through the day to day high school life. i didn’t tell one of my close friends because i wanted to surprise her, and it was a success! we didn’t stay to long with…

  • Writing

    the heart sings with joy

    the past few weeks have been the same day in and day out. lectures to go to. problems to solve. pages and pages of notes to revise and rewrite. in and out of university, constantly doing something productive. whether it may be homework, notes, readings, writing, inktober and so on. i haven’t been able to do something for myself with someone else in a while. this weekend has been filled with catching up with all my friends who have now been spread out. through text and video chat and even meeting with a good friend. video chatting for an hour in the middle of the night catching up and talking about…

  • Blogging Everyday in August (BEDA),  Reader

    the reason for my absence

    dear reader, the reason for my absence and lack of online presence these past couple of days has been due to the countless days filled to the brim of activities being completed with my family and my friends. even some that were just for me. as said in countless other posts this is my sort of last summer or last few days that are going to be like the past. soon a new chapter will start and i’m trying to make my last few moments a good one. around mid-august my family and I went for a weekend vacation just two to four hours from where I reside. it was a great…

  • Blogging Everyday in August (BEDA),  Writing

    monday the twenty first of august twenty seventeen

    monday the twenty first of august twenty seventeen, was a bittersweet day in many ways. I hung out with three of my best friends for one last time before we part for the upcoming school year. I went on a tour to an area that I have wished to reside in for so long, but I am unfortunately not going to be. I admired and bought many new art supplies that I wish to use for professional work, yet I am still an artist that is still finding her style, and won’t be able to do anything professionally for a long while. monday the twenty first of august twenty seventeen, was a…