• Art and Paintings,  Memories,  Writing

    pushing twenty

    lying in bed watching the clock tick slowly back to the start of a new day . my heart palpitating as if something is going to change . as if my whole world will flip upside down when really nothing will change but the number of years i have lived . ten . the letter to myself is finished for me to read at thirty and i couldn't be more afraid of what is to come . nine . my heart beats loudly of the fear of change not wanting to let go of an entire childhood and the memories i've made . eight . here i am now trying…

  • Blogging Everyday in August (BEDA),  Reader

    a few more notes about me

    dear reader, there is not a lot about my character online as I am anonymous and wish to stay as such due to… reasons. anywho, I thought it would be nice for you to know a bit more about me. i have done this in the past, so if you would like to read that post, click here. so, here we go! i am currently doing a degree in mathematics my dream job would be to be a teacher, while doing arts on the side! i am absolutely obsessed with history and will read history books for fun. i love reading a lot about the islamic golden age, as well as about the history of math. (yes i know, it’s kind…